Deep Down I Feel Vol 01

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to let my heart out to a guilt I have been carrying deep in my heart where friends and family can’t reach. Though I have been blessed with a great & loving family but when it comes to giving back love and my time to my family I have always failed keeping my work as a priority in life. This priority wasn’t to keep my job, impress my bosses or to grow rapidly at work but just that I enjoy my work and take complete responsibility of not just my own work but of my department and my company. In the interim, I let my daughter grow on her own with the support of my spouse and missed out on many moments which would have been the best memories in life. I carry this guilt with me and now if given a chance to go back in life would like to change the way I balanced my work life and family life. The reason I write today is not just to let my heart out and feel lighter but to make many other young mothers aware of the guilt that might cross their minds later when we can’t change much. I wish we all come with the auto management of work and family life but then we are humans and to err is human.